i'm in not right mind.. this illness seriously killing me inside.. yeah...it's true when u finally realize that u fall in love with ur bestbuddy... knowing him for the over decades... share ur thought with him... then disconnect few years... meet again.. then, ur heartbeat just like... hw should i put this??

keep tell myself that he cant b ur jodoh or whatsoever... and if u..miss dila reading this... what is ur answer?? u like him do u?? then.. did u tell him?? or did u guys get marry?? or.. r u marry smeone else than him?? did u still see him for hari raya?? 

i know hw hard u've tried... but gambattene... things not going to be smooth but trying is always the best option...

 

see this guy?? u've fall for him... u going crazy over him... n hw it happen now? did u still sing their songs? o did u still going amaze by what this guy do? o did u still continue watching their dorama again n again?  o did u just smile when seing this pic?

'i want to marry this guy!' that's line keep ringing inside my head just now... that's hw excited i am over this guy... sakurai sho... hw i wish to see him before my eyes... hahaha

i've always pray for ur health.. smile as much as u can cz this is not the end of time.. even if u hurt... even if u've being stab from the back... endure it... i know u can... keep calm and always hve faith

#superdupercrazy #notinmyrightmind